Love, Faith, Servanthood

2009-01-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

2008-10-19T22:48:00.002+08:00

Surprise !!!!!

Yap ... I'm back here again to my foot prints ... I'm ready to announce my new blog URL ... I have move to -------> http://chriscl90.wordpress.com/

2008-10-02T17:11:00.001+08:00

I have MOVED !!! BYe bye ....

I shall keep this place ... in here ... is where my foot prints , my joy, loved and tears ... Do join me in my new blog alrite ? Bye

2008-10-02T01:43:00.003+08:00

Weeeee ~~~~~

So happy now. After all the arrangement ... I'm going for holiday this Sunday. Whots !!!! Before going off, I need to :

1) Complete my revision
2) Pack my room
3) clean my room
4) Change my MP3
5) Charge my MP3 & 4
6) buy Mag and tidbits
7) make necessary arrangement

lalalalalalalalala ~~~~~~ Happy happy happy happy :) Oh ya ... No duty for me this week. Happy ? Maybe. A little ... No idea ... Feel funny ??? A little ...

*** So happy !!!****

2008-09-30T07:10:00.003+08:00

I will move on !!!

Agh ! Bad news !!! My holiday have to postpone till end of this year :( No choice cause currently no car available to drive us up. So I have to stuck at Singapore. Too bad, no choice. Anyway might as well stay in Singapore study hard for my Os. Not a bad idea either. Lately my bio clock is turning upside down -.-". Which means to say I sleep during daylight, wide awake during the night time. sighz. This is affecting me. My panda eyes 0.0 My whole family other then my mum is experiencing the same problem as me. Oh ya ... Just now I sneak down to MAC together with dad. Without letting my mum know. This trip down is not totally worthless. I manage to have a heart to heart talk with dad. This will only happen once in the while bah. But every time I felt relieve to know the my dad will always stand behind me and support me all the way. Perhaps this is how my dad expressing his love for me. Never say no to my request even it is beyond his means. That is the reason why I am able to grow up healthily. I pray with all my heart that my family will be free from all harm and sickness. No matter what happen, remember there is always a family standing behind you and cheer you on. That is family warmth.

*** Thank you Lord for this family. I'm more then happy to be with them. ***

2008-09-28T02:02:00.003+08:00

I have decided

In the bible it was written "the truth shall set you free". But in real life the truth can be painful. Often I was thinking, if my parents did not bring me down to this world will all this things still happen ? Where will I be ? God created human, men gave birth to human according to God's plan and purpose. I often think what will happen to me if this are not my family members ? But I know, from the day when I was form, I'm already in God plan. What else can I do to break this cycle of my family ? Answer is to rely on God more then before. Rather then runing away from it, I will run to it, face it but this time I'm not going to face it alone but by God's strength and power. I have choose to walk in your ways. IN you only I can find comfort.

***I have choose to face the truth. ***

2008-09-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

Brig Brig is sick :(

My boy is sick now. Heard from my dad that little Brig have high fever. Doctor say that it is due to infection. Don't have much details on hand. But I can't play with him for the next few days.

*** Ah Brig must get well soon ok ? Ah yi will wait for you to get well to play together :) ***

2008-09-23T06:33:00.003+08:00

I choose my road

In real life there are many choice for you to choose. And this is the only thing you can take control over it. It's more then a yes or a no. There is always a meaning behind this. What ever you choose now, will affect your future. Scary huh ? But that's the truth. No one can control over you unless you choice you surrender your authority over to that person. There are times when you feel really tired in making your choice, or maybe you just don't want to face the truth yet you have to do it. We live in a imperfect world. A world that is full of greed, love, death etc. How can we survive in this world without hurting one another ? When it come to a path when you need to seriously think about your choices and will lead into a serious quarrel. Will you still walk that way ? What happen if you regret half way through ? Can you still turn back ?

2008-09-22T04:07:00.003+08:00

Closer

Drew me close to you once again. Dwell within your presence is all I want. To me there is no other staff that is more important then your lover towards me. Love, forgiveness so much more I can gain from you but to me all these is no longer important to me anymore. Cause all I want now ... Is you ... Meeting you tonight ...

2008-09-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

Thoughts ...

Ok, I know this is kinda slow. Have not been updating this little space of mine for quite some time. Just let you guys know what have I been doing this past few days. Well, ever since my ITE exams ended last Thursday, I have been play all the way till now. Not really going out but playing with my little boy. I have been spending time in my sis house mainly to help her out by playing with my boy. I would say that my time over there is well spend :) Oh ya, and also I did attend Monday leaders meeting at JW. Have a good session over there with a lawyer as well as Pst.Kong. Manage to rush home before 12 midnight. But some how what pst say is true, people only attracted to interesting, colourful people. I want to be one of them :D I really wanna enjoy my holiday but I can't. O level is waiting for me :( Forget about it, I'm gonna kill O level after the whole exam finish. Agh !!! intensive study for me again. Anyway, now I'm in the mist of doing my new blog up. I'm using wordpress blog this time. Bad thing is I can't post any song over there. Agh !!! wait till I figure out. Good thing about wordpress is I can set certain blog entries as Private, in other words the entry is protected by password. So only people with my password can see. Shall see how it goes. Wordpress is kinda Massey. Once I have move, I will update you people again. As for this little blog of mine, I shall keep it as my foot prints. So stay tune. There is one water baptism coming up in Nov. Thought of asking my dad again. Really wish that he will agree this time. Still not carrying any more false hope. Oh ya, I just had my family dinner last Saturday. Think now is no longer 5 people but 6 people. There are pros and cons about having a baby eating together with you. Good thing is there is joy, and he is the evidence on how much we have grown over the years. Bad things is you can't eat in peace. He will keep knocking, throwing, shouting in short whatever it takes to create some noise he will do it. Which means to say, even though baby chair is available but still my sliding and me have to eat really fast in order to pacify him. There is once I asked my sis, why baby need pacifiers ? My sis answered, because they need to be pacified. Which is really true. I can't imagine how am I going to survive with my nephew without a pacifier. I think I will go crazy My sis said this, I wonder how are you going to survive when you have your own child. My answer, shout for you lo. Lolz ...

2008-09-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

Unbelievable !!!!

I can't believe this ... This is my 173th post .... Wowow ... LolZ ... I didn't realise that men. Anyway, currently I'm at my sis place just to accompany my little boy over here. Oh gosh !!!! Next week sunday is my little boy birthday. 1st birthday. Cracking my brain on his birthday present. Thought if changing my URL... Hmmmm ... Shall I ? I remembered I started this blog when my granddad pass aways 2 years back. The reason why I name this blog as Crist life is because I wanna have a space that belongs to me. Where I can share my life. Miss him so much. Anyway, on the brighter side... EXAMS is over !!!! weee ~~~~ Next week need to start my intensive O level revision .... Jia you ... Soon ... I can feel my freedom from my books now .... Oh ya ... I will be going over to Genting on the 29th Sept to 1 Oct ( monday to wenesday). When is the last time I'm out of town ??? Hmmmz ....

2008-09-11T02:14:00.003+08:00

Pictures !!!!!

Well well, this time is not about my little boy anymore. But is just some pictures I took in my new home. Well, I found some thing funny in my kitchen just now. And the whole story is as follow. My extended family and me went to the mega IKEA today. Manage to buy a few things over there. I bought :
1) 1 set of candles (5 pieces, brown in colour)
2) 5 glass candle holder dish
3) 4 tea light holder dish
4) 2 rolls of "cover" to protect my kitchen marble table

Once we reach home, my dad and me start to clean our kitchen top and lay the "cover" that we just bought. Well well, we found one big problem. The "cover" kept rolling back. Very ugly. Tried to unroll but this don't help at all. So ... My clever dad came out with this idea.

tata !!!
If you realise that my table top is full of "rubbish". My dad actually took out some kitchen items in the carbord and place neatly in one roll. Just to prevent the "cover" to roll back again. =.="
A closer look....
Last but not least, My new display table design. I just love candles. Ok, the picture on the back ground is me when I was young. >.<

2008-09-08T21:12:00.003+08:00

Brig Mass Birthday party

After one week lack of updates ... Here I'm presenting to you my beloved boy ..

With his ah yi ....
With his mummy ...
Hiding somewhere ...

Their birthday cake ... I loved it !!!!

wahaha ... I'm gonna show this picture to him when he grow older ...

2008-08-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

AWAY

Hey peeps ... I won't be updating this little space of mine for a period of time. Having intensive revision period ... At the same time trying to cut down the amount of time I using my lappie ... So Good Bye !!!

*** Crist is away***

### Upcoming events###

1Sept - 8Sept - Study beak !!!
9Sept - 11Sept - ITE Sam exams
12Sept - 12 Oct - Sam Holiday, Intensive study period for my O level
26Oct - 7 Nov - O level exams

2008-08-28T13:57:00.001+08:00

Sleepy sleepy now .... Boreed to death ... Still I have to wait for my turn for test ... *.*

2008-08-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

I wouldn't know until I lost you

3 weeks has pass without contacting you. Thought you will forget all about me. I know you treat me as a sister all this while.Yet I can't control my feelings towards you. Times when I almost tell you that I can't live without you. But still I didn't say that. Self control. You know my everything yet I don't know you. So near yet so far. When I say I let you go. You came back to me. Just one simple chat. Bring my love back to you. What more can I say now ? I didn't know until I lost you. The . love we shared, the sweetest memories. I'll keep it safe so that you'll be free. Hold back the tears. Keep it inside.

***I will keep it safe within me so that you will be free.***

2008-08-25T19:22:00.003+08:00

Exams & Testes

For the next 2 months I'm going to kill lots of my brain cells !!! Ahhhhhh !!! Test and exams ... Is so irritating. Oh ya I overheard this when I'm in school last week.
Can means Can, Cannot means ... MORE TRAINING !!!! Lolx...

2008-08-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

God Help me !!!!

I'm totally drain out more then ever before. Time is running out yet I still got so many things left undone. For the past 2 weeks I have been sleeping at 2am waking up at 6am-7am. Yet I still miss morning prayer meeting. Thank God I still manage to attend 4 out of 10. Not really bad. There are some I can't attend cause of my lesson. I want morning prayer meeting !!!! Hope there are more. Best is during my holiday. 2 more weeks to my sam exams. 2 more months to my O level. Ahhhh !!!! I hate exams. This is torturing. Killing my brain cells. Yet I want more knowledge. Funny huh ??? Well that's me. OK enough of my complains. Still I believe in God. I believe in the strength of one. Endless problem. Some times I wonder I can always give people advice lead them back to the right track towards God. Yet who can help me ? I'm not a super women, I'm just a girl who serve a mighty God. Tears that was shed, crying out to God, Lord I need you in my life. Whole of next week I'm have test after test. Lord I want more of you and less of me. If I were to struggle, let me struggle under your wing. That's all I can ask for now.

*** I surrender all ***

2008-08-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

Updates on my little boy

Gosh !!! Time reaslly pass by us so quickly. My little boy is celebrating his 1st birthday soon. Really glad for him but sad for my jie jie. Why ??? Cause the older he get, the more hyper active he will get. Which means to say he have unlimited amount of energy to run about. Something that all of the older ones don't have. Just had a caht with my jie just now. She mention this to me. One of my friend saw Brig prise him. This is what her friend say,

1) Ahhh , he's so cute ... (true)

2) He is such a good boy.

-He don't cry for mummy.

-He is not scared of strengthers.

-He is willing to give you his thing like tutu.

-He don't "fight " with you when he is eating.

Jie and me was like =.=" Like real. For your info, he don't cry for mummy unless nesscery. For example, wet his pampers, hungry. If someone is willing to play with him will can go to the extend till he forget all about his mum. Jie mention this to me, He is a angle to outsiders but a devil to us. TRUE !!! When we feed him at home, I don't see him finish his food within 1/2 hour. All I can see is war time !!!Why ? He will tend to throw whatever that is within his reach. Most of the time is his own spoon. As a result, DIRTY floor !!!! You will never fail to clean the floor after his meal time. He is willing to give others his thing but not us. Among all my family member. This is how he will react.

Dad --> His Ah gong. Love to craw over to him and hug his leg.

Mum --> His ah ma. Love to sit with her together on the wheel chair. Quite scared of her. Don't ask me why, I don't know.

Gor gor --> His ah gu. Loved to be carried by him. won't have too much pattern to show him.

Jie jie --> His mummy. Treat her worse of all. All different kinds of patterns for her to catch. Oh ya. She didn't manage to catch a full night sleep ever since he was born. They ned to "fight" for 1/2 hours before he is willing to sleep. Always have cold war with his mum whenevr she start lecturing him. (I know he is only 11 months old) Wonder where he learn this from.

Me --> His ah yi. He know me too well. But still treat me better then his mum a little. Love to "beat" me up when ever I carry him.

Can't imagine how will my Jie life be when Brig know how to walk. That's why I mention in the earlier post that he will be a very good slimming instructor. You can really burn lots of fats just by catching him. God please pour down your strength upon me. Although he is a devil but still he is cute to me. Wonder how will he look like when he grow older. Anyway, I plan to go over to my Jie house to stay on 1/9/2008 when my brother-in-law leave Singapore for Beijing. Will capture as much picture as possible. So keep a look out ya ??? Oh ya, just to let you see the difference. Presenting my little boy !!!

When he was 2 days old...

Now, 11 months old ...

***Crist is glad to see her little boy is growing up.***

2008-08-17T01:09:00.002+08:00

Blessed Day

Wee ~~~ I'm back home.And the time now is 1.30am... Anyway, today after service I went out together with my papa and mama. Hope to get a black formal coat asap. My dad made this statement." You buy so many clothes yet you store all up in the iron basket. End up you keep saying that you got insufficient clothes to wear. " I was like :D... But what he say is true. I went over to take a peck on my ironing busket I realise taht more then 50% o the clothing is mine. ha ha ... Me myself I don't even know that I have so much clothing. Anyway, I still going to get my black coat. Hopefully I can get one set >.<. And my beloved dad shall do the paying part. I realise that every time when I go out with my parents, I will tend to throw lots of things inside the basket. Even in the super market. End up poor dad got to pay $80 plus for all the food only !!! I really got to reduce the amount of time I go out with them, spend too much. (their money of course) Anyway, I have successfully reduce my hand phone bill back to 2 digit. For the past two months my bill is like $100+. Poor dad got to pay for me again. And I'm Glad to say that this month my bil is only $30+... wee ~~~ Thank God. How did I manage to reduce so much ??? Answer is, I'm using 2 hand phone. Another phone belong to my mum. For now I will use her phone (oh, it's a pre paid card by the way) till I get a new phone to use. Her pre paid card is damn nice to use. Because no matter how much you use, the left over amount is always $100+ ... So I shall continue to use this card all the way. ha ha. All right I shall not blog any more longer. Need to go and meet someone very important now. Bye reader.

2008-08-15T22:49:00.002+08:00

Updates on my little boy

I shall not talk much here. I believe that pictures speaks a thousand words. Enjoy the pictures.

When he was 2 months old...

When he was 9 months old...

9 Months ... The floor look too big for him huh ???

11 Months old ... Graping my mum leg...

Learning how to stand ...

Time really files ... My beloved boy is going to celebrate his 1st birthday soon... But the older he get, the harder to catch him... Well well. What shall I get for his 1st birthday ??? Any ideas ???

2008-08-14T23:56:00.002+08:00

Life still got to go on

Life still got to go on no matter what happen. I have decided to give you up. No matter what, though it is hard but I know now is not the right time for both of us. Rather then drew strength from you, I chose to drew strength from Abba Father. Maybe you may feel that I'm foolish but I know that I have made a right choice by letting go and allow God to take charge of this. No matter what happen in future, I will always keep you in my prayer. This is not a impose decision but it is a decision that I have prayed about it. Let us grow more in the presence of God, In future maybe we may be together.

***Goodbye beloved***

2008-08-13T12:24:00.002+08:00

Blogging from school live now

Hi all. Here I',m in my school library blogging. Please don't mistaken that I am skipping lesson. In actual fact I have 2 hours break before my next lecture start. *.* Sp here I am, blogging. Not much things happen lately except my busy life is back again. No more school holiday for me till September. -.-" Well well, my aim for this last few weeks is to attend all my lectures faithfully. Even I'm late. I shall work on that. Can't self declare holiday anymore. In the past few weeks, I will at least skip 3 modue lectures I'm a good girl ok ??? Lately I found a new online game. It's a old old game and I miss playing this. The game is .... Super Mario !!! Wahaha... Wonder how many of you out there played before this game. But I really enjoyed myself :) Childhood games :) All right, I got to go now. Lectures starting real soon. Bye bye ...

***Crist is off for lecture.***

2008-08-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

Blur Blur

Hi, I'm back from my family dinner held at Changi Airport. Full family, that means my brother in law and my baby came too. Skip skip !!! I realise that lately I have been so blur blur and super blur. Take today for instance. I thought that my family dinner start at 6.30pm at Changi Airport. So poor me, got to rush home after service. Guess what ??? When I reach home I was so surprise to see them slacking.
Me: Huh ??? Yet to change ??? We are meeting sis at 6.30pm lei ..
papa: Huh ??? I thought you say 7pm ???
Me: got ma ??? No la ... I say 6.30pm.
papa: Call your Gor Gor and double check with him.
Called Gor Gor. Then I realise that dinner start at 7pm. I was like -.-"... Chong for nothing. Secondly, on thursday when I meet up with Hwa mummy. I was so blur. Why ??? Because I have forgotten to bring the CD out . Not only that, I also forgotten to wear my belt. Poor me need to consistently pull my jeans up. Lastly, I forgotten that I need to get my shoes on that day. And I still wear sports shoe out. -.-"
See, how blur am I ??? Hope that I won't be blur when I have to lead people. If not... Whole group blur together with me. *.* Wahahaha... God please send your wisdom down upon me.

***Blur blur Crist ***

2008-08-09T04:19:00.002+08:00

Always on my mind

I didn't know until I lost you
The love we shared, the sweetest memories;
I'll keep it safe so that you'll be free
Hold back the tears. Keep it inside
You told me so if you
should ever go
Matter of time true love
will be unfold
And every word it fills my mind
And your smile it lingers, it's just not getting easy
I just couldn't find a way to make it better
I miss you so much dear, you know?
The photograph by my bed and all the settings
They stay the same and I'm getting use to
Live my life each day with a prayer
The world can pass me by. I don't care
They said that time is gonna heal the pain
I know it won't for me mm…
It won't, not for me.

2008-08-09T02:52:00.002+08:00

Leader

This topic suddenly came into my mind. The word leader. Simple yet powerful. I went to Dictionary.com to do a check what this word really means. And this ia what I've found.
1. a person or thing that leads.
2. a guiding or directing head, as of an army, movement, or political group.

I suddenly remember this verse that God spoke to me.

Matthew 20:25-28 (New International Version - UK)

25 Jesus called them together and said, You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their high officials exercise authority over them. 26 Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27 and whoever wants to be first must be your slave— 28 just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.

I remembered sms this out to Han nee as well as Thomas. And they reply me with this.
To live and serve in his love.

2Cor 3:10
3 We put no stumbling-block in any one's path, so that our ministry will not be discredited. 4 Rather, as servants of God we commend ourselves in every way: in great endurance; in troubles, hardships and distresses; 5 in beatings, imprisonments and riots; in hard work, sleepless nights and hunger; 6 in purity, understanding, patience and kindness; in the Holy Spirit and in sincere love; 7 in truthful speech and in the power of God; with weapons of righteousness in the right hand and in the left; 8 through glory and dishonour, bad report and good report; genuine, yet regarded as impostors; 9 known, yet regarded as unknown; dying, and yet we live on; beaten, and yet not killed; 10 sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; poor, yet making many rich; having nothing, and yet possessing everything.

1Tim 4:12
12 Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.

John 15:9-15
9 As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love. 10 If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love. 11 I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete. 12 My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you. 13 Greater love has no-one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. 14 You are my friends if you do what I command. 15 I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master's business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.

Consider others rather than yourself, ask God for revelation and you will be empowered bountifully. This past few days I have been in deep thought on this topic. I can see that a new generation is rising up to be leaders. There are times when I wondered, how can I influence people ? How can I balance ? How can I be a good leader to all ? Question flooding in my mind. Yet I know out of all this, my answer is in Christ. This come to a conclusion. Prayer and fasting... :D

2008-08-06T21:06:00.001+08:00

Video

This is a song that will never ever fail to melt my heart.

2008-08-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

New blog skin !!!

Yappi finally get a change to change my blog skin. Haix ... I have decided to use blogger blog skin. Not that bad either. Ha ha ... Any comments, feel free to tag me. Wahaha...

***New beginning***

2008-08-04T22:31:00.003+08:00

FOP !!!

Ok, since I got nothing to do now. I shall share with you guys what happen this past 3 days. Well, if you are a city harvester I think you know ... that from 1st till 3rd Aug we are having FOP. YAp, it's a time when we have a super long time of PNW ( phrise and worship). Which I enjoyed the most. Anyway, I have attended 2 out of 3 service. And let me revel to you hwo I chong for my usher duty.
Friday --> Attended lesson on the morning ( see, I'm a good girl) After leeson I rush back home change and rush out from house to report for duty. Did Hotel 1 runner. ( if you read my past post you should know what is going on) Suffered from leg pain but still I enjoy being a runner.
Satarday --> Report at 2pm at SIS for duty again. This time I serve floor area. Front area middle block. Which means to say I'm dealing with lots of VIP -.-" But thank God he answered my prayer. I manage to serve together with Hwa mummy and not forgetting that I saw Audrey too :) Chatted with her on our way back home. Enjoyed myself once again.
Sunday --> Break !!!
Ok, So generally that was a very enjoyable time spent with UM. Okie. oh ya... Just to share a little things about my little baby ( which is my nephew). I went over to his house to help my sister out. And I realise some new facts about him.
1) He manage to stand with gripping hold on to something.
2) Started to take solid food. ( Mind you he is only 10 months old)
3) He love to either "beat me" or bite me -.-"
4) He love attention
5) You need to "fight" with him for half an hours before he is willing to sleep *.*
6) He actually very active. ( I mean it, If you want to slim down. 1 way is to babysit him for the whole day.)
7) He can drink his mike while sleeping like a pig.

See... My little boy really grow really fast. He is reaching 1 years old soon. Really thank God for giving me this chance to take part in his different growing stage.

*** Crist is really happy to see her little boy growing up. ***

2008-08-03T14:38:00.002+08:00

Desert Song
by Hillsong

This is my prayer in the desert
When all that's within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declareGod is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its wayI am conqueror and co- heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I'll stand

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

All of my life in every season
You are still God,
I have a reason to sing,
I have a reason to worship

I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remainI will rejoice,
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I'm filled to be emptied again
The seed I received I will sow

2008-08-02T01:13:00.003+08:00

My legggg .... !!!!!

Ok, finally I'm back home. Back fromFOP. But quite funny. I'm present over there at SIS yet I did not really attend service. *.* Ask me people ... Why ??? Because I'm doing Hotel 1 runer. It's my 1st time doing timer and I can really tell you this. My leg is breaking !!! Let me explain this. Attire or today is formal so ... I have to wear heels. And this is the reason why my leg almost "break". Till now my leg still pain. It seems a long time ever I serve SIS. And this time I wear heels and run ... And now I know this. Being a runner is tiring get fun. You got to miss out lots of things yet at the same time you reap lots of thing too. So, I would say that if there is a chance, I would like to be a Hotel 1 runner at SIS again. But can I request to wear sports shoe ? I think if they allow me to wear sport shoe, serve 3 day runner
also no problem men :) Ok, now the time is 1.45am. And I'm going to serve tml. Even though is tiring for me but I believe the Joy of the lord is my strength ... So off to bed I come ... Bye :)

2008-08-01T13:54:00.001+08:00

Crist is tired, upset, lost. All I just want is to be alone for a time being. Spending time into God presence.

AWAY

2008-07-27T00:06:00.003+08:00

Home sweet home

Weeee..... I have finally reach home. After a long day today, though I feel tired but I feel happy. Though Tml I need to wake up at 8am and go over to CG meeting at 10.30am. But all I can say is worth it. Time may not be enough for me to do all things. Yet I know one thing. Seek first the kingdom of God and all things shall be added to you. And I say Amen to that. As I serve in usher today. Memorise came back to me. There is once I went back home after my Night BS. While waiting for bus, I felt God spoke to me. Asking me am I willing to commit even more time to serve him. At that time I thought I have rise up in CG already. But he empathize the word more time. I was stun this time. The idea of rising up in usher came to my mind. At first I thought this is totally crazy. Cause this year will be a very busy year for me. Has you know, I'm re taking my Os this year. Time is really insufficient for me. So I sort of argued with God. Asking him why must it be this year ? I don't understand. Now, today I understand. Seek first the kingdom of God and all things shall be added to you. This verse came to my mind. Although it is tiring for me physically but mentally, spiritually I felt strengthen.

*** Crist is a happy girl now ***

2008-07-25T18:51:00.002+08:00

IT's friday !!!! :D

YAppi !!! IT's friday. What ahead of me ??? WEEKENDS !!!! :D Anyway, just to update you guys whatis going to happen the next few days. Well tml my programme wiil be....

Usher duty --> Service --> Service prayer meeting ^.^

I won't be home all the way till 11 plus to 12 plus ... MOst prop, taking the last train back home. :D well well... Lecture is boring as per usual. Anyway, I manage to make cheese cake. Hope this is a successful one. will post pictures when I have the time. I love weekend... Esp there is duty :D Gonna have a early night today ... bye bye ...

*** Crist is off to sleep ***

2008-07-23T22:07:00.002+08:00

La la la la la la ~~~~~~~

What is the time now ?
10.10

What am I thinking now ?
Loads of things ... >.<

1) Tml lesson
2) O level studies
3) Usher
4) Connect group
5) Little bean
6) Hwa Mummy
7) What to blog ?
8) What's for lunch tml ?
9) New cake for me to bake
10) WHo is reading my blog ?

What time I need to sleep today ?
Hopefully before 12am.

What my mood now ?
Sleepy, moody

Where did I go just now ?
MY sis house to pass her durian and Mage Giant @ temp.

Who is in my brain now ?
Him
HWa Yummy
little bean
Beloved family
YOU !!!

What am I doing now ?
Blogging, watching TV, shake Leg

What I feel like eating now ?
Sushi :P

What am I going to do next ?
Bathe, Iron clothes, eat medicine and sleep

ok enough of my Q&A now ... HAving fever this few days yet I still go out. *.* Really need to sleep early this few days. Tired. BYe reader.

***Crist is going to fell sick again *.* ***

2008-07-21T15:50:00.002+08:00

Hmmmzzzzz

I'm back home now. :) By right I have lesson till 4.30pm. But I skip LLA lesson again. Heard that today need to do juronal. *.* Seriously I don't mind attending her lesson but I don't liketo do all sorts of rubbish in her class. So might as well skip the whole lesson, reach home early and rest. ater I shall go and study my Os. Coming soon >.<>

Happy Birthday Hwa mummy !!!!
*** 妈咪长老了, 女儿愿妈妈每天快乐. ( like this she won't have any winkles on her face.) Hex >.<

2008-07-20T22:09:00.001+08:00

阿爸天父

Verse 1:
我何等爱你啊爸天父
WO HE DENG AI NI A BA TIAN FU
你无条件为我付出
NI WU TIAO JIAN WEI WO FU CHU
牺牲爱子叫我得赎
XI SHENG AI ZI JIAO WO DE SHU
你爱充满我
NI AI CHONG MAN WO

Verse 2:
主你宝血为我而流
ZHU NI BAO XIE WEI WO ER LIU
洗净我罪给我自由
XI JING WO ZUI GEI WO ZI YOU
你的爱是何等伟大
NI DE AI SHI HE DENG WEI DA
喔主耶稣
WO ZHU YE SU

Chorus:
一生要赞美
YI SHENG YAO ZAN MEI
我美好救主
WO MEI HAO JIU ZHU
你的爱
NI DE AI
是我生命全部
SHI WO SHENG MING QUAN BU
一生要敬拜
YI SHENG YAO JING BAI
我亲爱天父
WO QIN AI TIAN FU
你无条件的爱
NI WU TIAO JIAN DE AI
让我心得满足
RAN WO XIN DE MAN ZU

2008-07-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

Miss

I just brows through my photo album. I realise that I really miss lots of people. I miss my Ah gong. I miss Uncle Roger. I Miss Uncle William. I miss my secondary school days. I miss my primary school. I miss my old house. I miss my maid. I miss my nephew. I miss, I miss, I miss... I realise that no matter how much you try to "abuse" yourself. The problem will still be there. Memories came into my mind once again. Nightmares Had started all over again. All those lost feelings came back. Out of my busyness, I felt so unfilled. Now days I fell so hard to share things out. Bottled up feeling sometimes can be good too. Gosh ! What happen to me again ? Things that I desire, God gave it to me. Yes I can keep asking and Abba can keep giving. I always feel happy when I get what I want. Yet among all things that I desire, I can leave without him. I have been dreaming about funereal. I don't know why, morning when I wake up fear grip me. It seems so real. God please don't let this happen to me. I'm scared.

***Crist is lost again. ***

2008-07-18T11:54:00.003+08:00

Photos !!!

Finally I got some time to upload all my overdue photos :)

My Brother and little nephew... (btw Little bean is playing with my brother Bluetooth. )

Little bean. ( My nephew. ) ISn't he look cute ???

All right ... He love to do that to me every time I carry him.

MY Group member and my besties from my school. Trina, Shu Yun, Alica.

Taken from East cost park.

Taken in my Lap while my lecturer is talking. Boring got nothing to do. Self entertainment.

Charyl, My school best friend.

Same same with her.

Well, I shall leave this for you to guess.

My ex usher team. Miss you guys men !

Hmmz ... Who is this ??? Good question... I don't know ... :P

Connecting into Hwa mummy life... (In process)

Guess where is this place ???? (Nice view, I love it)

Version number two ... Heex ...

Ok, I admit. I did not listen to my lecturer. Cause her lesson is simply too boring. ( shhhhhh ....)

2008-07-17T22:39:00.003+08:00

Update !!!

Well well, after posting 2 entries of foreign language I glad to announce that my blog will be back to normal :) Well, there are times when I really wish that I don't know how to fell in love. Ever since I start to rise up in usher I thought that I won't have to time to miss him. BUT !!!! I'm wrong. I rely God to pour down his strength to support me all this while. But at the back of my mind, I really miss him even more then ever. Hmm ... To what extend ??? Hmmmm ... Even in my dreams I will dream of him. Anyway, I have been trying my best to change my own mindset and attitude. Don't be surprise. Someday Crist will grow up too... ( Hwa Mummy, Agree ?) Any I can't believe. I'm 18 years old now !!! ( I know that my b'day pass by me long ago) T always like to say this, time really passes by me so quickly. Now is JULY... Well...
3 More months to my O level :(
2 More months to my little nephew 1st B'day :)
1 more month to my Sam Exam :'(
4 more days to Hwa mummy B'day :)))))))
2 more weeks to my common test :''''''(((((
Oh ya ... I bet most of you love this
5 More months to X'mas :))
As of now, I'm really a good girl who study hard for her O level. It's hard men to do so many things at one time. But I know, I can do it ! Well, hope that sense of love that I have will really pull me thru. I think for the next few months I won't have the time to blog so much anymore. Maybe once per week ? I gonna sign up for yoga ... Just for the 11 hours. I came across this sentence. Tested friendship is real friendship. Agree ???
Alright, I shall continue to blog tml. Bye reader :)

*** Crist is off to sleep and continue her dream ***

2008-07-16T18:20:00.002+08:00

Enjoying life ...

私は今日、良い1日をどのようです。フルに8時間の講義や実用的です。しかし、私が私のビジョン実現になるには看護師になるともっともっと明確に目の前に現れた。と私が知っていて、看護師が私の最終目的地です。私は今すぐに取り組むことから他の入力し、これまでです。 5月の道が長いとハードしかし、私はあきらめない原因あなたが私を知っている私にすべての時間です。私の知って私の人生は決して足を踏み入れると同じポリすればよいです。私待つことはできないとする新しい人生を開始するにはすべてのです。愛してねえ。

*** Crist fell in love with Jap Lang too. ***

2008-07-15T16:43:00.004+08:00

New style on blogging :)

In Spanish.

Te quiero más que nunca antes. el día de ayer, de hoy. Mi amor nunca va a cambiar. Desde la primera vez que nos vemos. Tengo la sensación de que vamos a pasar el resto de nuestra vida together.Please permitir que mi pensamiento a correr silvestre. Realmente te amo más que cualquier otro pueblo sobre la tierra. ¿Está usted dispuesto a amar el mismo así como la forma en que Te quiero? Realmente me anhelan para su amor. Te quiero. Siempre esperando por usted.

*** Crist begin to love Spanish more then ever before. ***

2008-07-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

Friendship

Suddenly thought to blog on this topic. Well, I think all of us agree that our whole life we can't live without friends. Well, for those of you who is in relationship you know that more or less you will tend to quarrel with each other. Like wise in friends too. Don't be too surprise when you read this. Cause that the truth. Recently I bought this Magazine " Van!lla". Quite interesting. The cover page written " My best friend" and this is the sentence that attract my attenuation. This is a story on Tan Kheng Hua and Valerie Lim (Mediacorp artiest) shared their friendship which last for 35 years. I was so amaze when I read their interview. I often asked myself this, Can my friendship with my friends last that long too ? I'm really puzzled. I don't know the answer at all. As much as possible I tried to control this wild temper of mine.Try to understand as much as possible. Yet I failed to do so. I realise that I'm quite unreasonable. Isit because I'm not in a relationship that's why I treasure my friends even more ? I don't know. I even asked myself this if I have a boyfriend will I be like them ? I saw classmates around me. Take the closer one for example. Both of them is in a relationship yet their friendship is closer then ever. I never feel lost but I felt blessed to be with them. Even though they are unbeliever. Another example will be my elder sister. She have a best friend, Justin. They have known each other since secondary school. I have seen them through their poly life all the way till now. Their friendship didn't change much even though now Justin is in aussi working. Their willingness to spend time with each other even though my sis now is a mother. When my sis birthday is around to corner she will always receiver a package from Justin. Again, I was amaze. I ask myself this, What makes their friendship so strong that go through thick and thin together ? Slowly, I figure out the answer. Commitment. Just like Church Usher ministry. In order to serve the kingdom, certain things need to sacrifice. Friendship too. I went to dictionary.com to search the meaning for the word Friendship. And this is what I have found :

1. the state of being a friend; association as friends: to value a person's friendship.
2. a friendly relation or intimacy.
3. friendly feeling or disposition.

Now I understand.

*** Crist is enlightened :)***

2008-07-13T22:15:00.003+08:00

What a great week end !!!!

Times really pass by so quickly. It's like the end of my weekend. Lesson back tml :) Worse thing is this ... Tml there is 2 lectures !!! ahhhhh !!!! 4 hrs straight.. Can't get cut my lecture into half ? 1 hurs each ??? Well well, tml I'm gonna bring in loads of snacks just to keep myself awake ... hahahaha... Anyway, I really enjoyed myself totally this weekend. Sat I took east, at the same time learning how to cope with all the surprises. Well well, 1st of all. I totally did not prepare any notes to brief east ushers on sat. My reaction at that time is like ???? End up during support trying to come out with some notes as well as encouraging "speech" to share with them. Secondly, attendance sheet. I don't even know that I need to print out men... But thank God Wan Yun help me to print out. Oh men ... Next time when I receive news about taking a zone I really need to bug Ben every question that I can think of. It's a must !!!! ha ha ha. But end up things still went well throughout the service. Come on ... Ask me if I enjoyed it ??? And my answer is YES !!!! ha ha ha... So many things to learn. Can't wait to serve again :) Anyway, this few days I really look so lost and tired. Don't ask me why ... Cause me myself I don't know. I realise that lately I'm not in the mood to eat. Hmm, I like to buy food, but don't like to eat. OI can't buy a plate of food in front of me and look till I'm full. Hmm. What's rally wrong with me men ? I don't know. Oh, ya just want shopping with my parents. Guess what I bought ??? Potato chips. Yet I don't feel like eating that. hmm ... Can't make it for WWSS homecoming. Really miss my secondary school men !!!

*** Crist miss her secondary School ***

2008-07-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

I wanna blog !!!!!

Hi all. I just came back fom my usher training. Guess what, I saw lots of my old team member as well as old friends !!! I'm so high today men. whahaha. Best, I saw Audrey !!! ( My ex company project manger.) Miss her so much. Hmm .... Anyway, I'm back on earth again. Not totally healed but in the process of healing. But fr sure I feel much more happy. The joy of the Lord is my strength !!! And I say AMEN !!!! Really enjoyed myself totally. Hmm ... Really want to go up to the next level of service. I ralise that usher is getting more and more fun. Oh ya ... I'm so happy that God had given me a chance to take a zone. May not be new to you, but this is for sue new to me. hahaha... I want to be the person who spread joy around. Thank you Lord for releasing me :)

* Hwa Mummy, pls remember to give me feed back on my cup cake !!! *

*** Crist is off to sleep ***

2008-07-09T21:39:00.003+08:00

Shall I ???

Ever since sat I have been thinking alot. I'm Confuess, I'm puzzled. I don't know weather I should I say it out or not. It has been 7 years since I dig this pain of mine out again. Sometimes this would of mine refuse to get healed totally, all I can do for now is to cover up, protecting it. No one knows this matter, No one but you. Time when I ask God,since it is not affecting my life now. What's the point to take it out and ponder over it ? I live in a very loving family, a family who want to give me their best. Don't wanna hurt them with this matter that had past long ago. JUst be the little girl in their heart. Yet Gd want me to take a proper look on this. It's pain. D mention that I have been protecting this hurt of mine. I bury it too deep in the ocean and put a no fishing sign. But would't this be good ? My heart feel pain, unwilling. Isit a must ? Shall I share this out ?

2008-07-08T20:05:00.002+08:00

New Song

FinallyI found a song that can explain the cry of my heart ...

HATI HAMBA (ENGLISH)
Key: D
Worship

Standing in awe of your grace
Setting my feet in your ways
Entering into your presence
To behold you face to face

God of all heaven and earth
Holding me in your embrace
Unfailing love that surrounds me
Oh God I stand amazed

My Jesus my lord
You’re the love of my life
Wherever you go
Wanna be by your side
No longer I but Christ living in me
Serving you for all eternity
My eyes set on you in this race that I run
No longer my ways
Let your will be done
Make me a servant
My heart’s ever true
Clinging to the cross

I’ll follow you
I’ll follow you

OH God, MAke me a servent my heart ever true ... Serving you for all eternity. That all I desire ... A love that is ever true.

2008-07-07T17:41:00.002+08:00

Thank you Lord

Time passes by so quickly. And lesson have started. *.* To my surprise I manage to pass my EIC phase test even though I know my calculation went all wrong. Anyway, it's good that I have cleared my phase test so that I don need to re-test again. Oh ya ... My CG had made some changes. First of all, congrats Daniel & JX for rising up to become one of us. As for now, the 6 CGC in our CG is JX, Dan, Han nee, Ping, Kel and me. :) There is also some changes in my connect grp. I will be joining together with Han nee grp. Together we will be taking 6 member. Thank God for this timely arrangement. In this way, I can serve without worries. Esp if there is friends coming. As for now, I'm going to take a step of faith move on to another level. Commit even more without affecting my family. Maybe that is God's will for me. So that's why I have been serving so much in usher lately. But need to balance up evenly with both Cg minstry and Usher. As of now, God please pour down your strength and wisdom upon me more then ever before.

2008-07-05T00:50:00.002+08:00

Totally dead panda

Time really past by me so quickly. Next monday lesson gonna start again. Happy ? Sad ? ha ha . No idea. As of now I become a 0.o. Past one week I have been sleeping for less then 8 hours. My bio clock is totally upside down left and right. Arrr ... Need to ajust back my timing again. Oh ya ... Lately I'm crazy about baking cake ... wahahaha ...

***Crist is off to wash up :)***

2008-06-29T02:56:00.006+08:00

Totally broken

Once every month I will always chong like crazy. So far, the most hatic day I have since I joined saturday service is today. Well, here is my time table for today.

11.30pm-1.45pm -----> MJ Zone meeting ( Cool !!! )

1.45pm-2.40pm ------> Chong to JW !!! ( Ahhhhh !!!!)

2.50pm - 5.30pm ----> Service duty

5.30pm - 6.30pm ----> Usher duty, chong to preparre the hall for prayer meeting later

6.30pm - 8.30pm ----> Prayer meeting, usher duty

8.30pm - 9pm -------> Clear all stage staff

9pm - 10.50pm ------> Fellowship with CG member

11pm - 12.20pm -----> Travel back home !!!! ( Home sweet home )

ho ho ... Once is the while. In fact this happen once every month. Just in case you guys didn't realise, my 1st meal of the day is actually late dinner @ KFC *.* . In the mist of prayer meeting I decided to go back to join my CG for prayer. Somehow slow my pace down. Oh ya .... GOd answered my prayer !!!! YAppi... I finally get a chance to do stage for my past 2 duties. (Hwa mummy, your vision came true ) *Skip**skip* Learn quite alot. And I have decided not to limit myself. Moving on to the next level of break thru !!!! Shall tell you guys more when times come.

I decided not to go out tomorrow. Today I talk less then 10 sentence to my parents today. :( Don't really like this. So tomorrow I shall spend the whole day with my papa & mama. Spending quality time with your family is really important. Although I'm really tired today, but I have rep more then ever before. Remember I mention earlier about me going back to join my CG during prayer meeting ? When I worship I felt myself being broken before the presence of God. Totally wept more and more even after service has ended. ( and I have to wash up the tumblers at artist room.) But I know that moment is important to me cause it's a time where I said, Lord I no longer want to be strong before you anymore. I'm weak, yet you gave me the strength to do all these things. I surrender my all to you Jesus. From that point somehow I know, my life will never be the same again. Over all what I can say is this. Worth it !!!! Ever since my CG had been transferred to MJ zone. We have many life changing experience. All the time we spent in prayer meetings, all the time that we are willing to conmint it is all worth it !!! Cause God never fail to turn up when we seek him with a hungry spirit.

*** Crist is off to bed ***

2008-06-27T20:17:00.002+08:00

TOtally BAD mood today

NOw I know, every action and every word that we do or speak will cause an impact unto people life. Am I too sensitive ? I don't know. All I know is this human is not perfect. So don't expect too much. Am I overly concern ??? Or I'm just over reacting ??? God give me an answer please !!!! All I went to do now is spend more time woth my family. Cause that's only the place where I can feel loved by them.

*** What they do is none of your business Crist. Why are you so busybody ??? ***

2008-06-27T02:02:00.000+08:00

Hey Check this out !!!!

2008-06-25T01:54:00.004+08:00

New Song

Yappi !!!! Finally found the song that I went.

I surrender All

Verse:
Thank You for the cross that You have paid
For all my sins You've sacrificed Yourself
I am nothing Lord without Your Grace
You were there to lift me when I failed

Bridge:

As I lift my hands
Pour Your mercy o God
I'm longing for Your presence now

As I lift my hands
Pour Your mercy o God
I'm longing for Your presence now

Chorus:

I surrender all and I will follow You
I surrender all and bring my life to You
I surrender all and live my life for You
I surrender all, I surrender all
To You Jesus

What a nice song. I surrender all to you Jesus ...

2008-06-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

Updates !!!

Hi guys !!! Here to blog some interesting things that i have encounter this pass 2 days. First, sat service. well well... yesterday we played a interesting game with Jerry. He have to name a kind of food that repersent our iwn CG member. So this is the list of names and food.

Char = Bake bean
Jun Xiang = Long bean
Caoline = sauce
Wen ting = yong tao hu
Jerry (himself) = Tomato
Wan Xiu = Vegetaren Food
Me = Pig liver (*.*)

As for the rest, more or less I have forgotten. Ha ha. Anyway, It's really such a long time I didn't spent time to fellowship with my CG member. I totally enjoyed myself this 2 days with my member esp the steamboat session we have today. :) Most impt, Finally Fui fui is back ... *skip**skip* Welcome back to singapore fuifui ....

*** Crist is hgh this few days. ***

2008-06-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

Updates

hi guys ... Here to update you readers again on what going on in my life .... Hmmmmmz ... Nothing much but my mum is out from hospital... weeeeeeeee ..... Family time now... I realise that I really spent little time with my family :( So improvement to be made ... Spend more time with my mama & papa. heex ...

2008-06-18T06:26:00.002+08:00

Haix ... now i'm in mac eating breakfast. 0.o last min deside not to go morning PM cos I suddenly miss my mA ... End up I chose to go over SGH to visit her later. In the afternoon then I go over to MJ zone PM bah .... after that I have BS @ river walk ... :)

*** Crist is going to SGH instead ... :)***

2008-06-18T02:50:00.002+08:00

Random thoughts

Time now is 4.15am. Yet to sleep cos I don't wanna miss another time of prayer meeting session in the morning. For your info I have missed 2 morning prayer meeting which held @ JW. really don't wanna miss the 3rd 1. so I desided to check up some past blog entries from my hwa mummy. And I thought of blogging my thoughts and feeling after viewing her past entries. I realise that time really flies. At the same time I realise that many part of my life, all my joy, sadness and even my love story I always share with her 1st. My dreams and desires ... She knew it all. I dare to say no one knows me more then her, not even my loves one. shock ??? Come to think of it, have known Lay hwa for 4 years 0.o ... ha ha ha... Really thank God for her. Really pray that our friendship will last very very long. Many of you may wondered why I call her Hwa Mummy ??? Well well ... Cause she is like a mum to me. :) wahahaha... Time really passes by so quickly. Every stage of my walk with God she has been there supporting me. I remember, the day that I had been transfered to W408. Both of us cried. The day that when her CG is being transfered to sat service those tears that I cried. But God is still good to me. No matter what happen, end up I will still be with her. weeee ....

To Hwa Mummy :

Thank you so much for being there for me. Thank you so much for putting up with my temper and keep forgiving me. Thank you so much for you keep supporting me and consently giving me advice. Thank you for being to share my first love. Till now you will never fail to support me when I'm down. No one can ever replace you as a friend. My best friend and Best sister.

My Prayer:

Dear God, really thank you for such a wonderful sister that you have blessed me. God I really pray that you will protect Lay Hwa from all harms. Bless her in every way. Show her your way. Let her be more like you and less of her. Lord I pray that you will pour down your strength upon her. Let her now feel tired but let her shine in every area where she serve you in. I thank you in advance for the great things that is going to happen to her. In the mighty name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Since I'm here to blog a very long post, I might as well update all of you. My mum has been admited to SGH again on sunday night. Thanks Carol for acc me all the way :) We send her over cos she expriencing pain on her apendix area. so send her over to SGH A&E. Gosh !!!! Their A&E service is damn slow men. I have to complaint more then 6 time within 4 hours in order to get a doc to see my mum. And she have to wait for 6 Hours in order to admit herself into SGH... AHHHHH !!!! That is really terrible. Poor mummy, have to endure 3 hours of pain till the doc give her pain killer. Then the General surgoen get to see her and deside that she need an operation to remove the Gull stone before it burst. So my mum went in to the operation room for 4 hours. Thank God My mum is totally well now expect the pain in her wound. ouch !!!! Mummy, you must endure ok ??? Soon this will be over :) and the whole family will throw a big feast for you. But a healthy one. One thing I can comment about SGH service. Really terribly slow ... *.* PLs improve on that. As for now I'm going to watch youtube for a little while more. Go down n get breakfast for my family and off I go for my morning pm at JW. (hope I can tahan all the way till 10pm.)
Bye readers.

*** Crist is going to enjoy herself now. ***

2008-06-16T21:32:00.004+08:00

BORING ... *.*

Suddenly tot of my secondary school song. Miss my Sch ??? Maybe. But slowly a new song came into my mine.

Westwood Anthem
(Composed by Miss Ong Hwee Binn, Outstanding Staff Award 2001)

A happy day is a day we spend in Westwood
A place we call our second home where hearts are big and teachers care
Friends are there to show compassion
Together we make things better

A day at Westwood is a day of hopes and dreams
We face our challenges ahead with pride and integrity
We'll show the world our open minds will help us shine in every way
At the fore we'll always be

Chorus:

Like a tree we're rooted firmly
Spread our branches high and wide
Like a tree we'll grow so strongly
Lift our crowns to the sky
Like a tree we're rooted deeply
Standing tall as we learn and grow
Like a tree we'll grow so strongly
Lifting Westwood to the sky

A wholesome day is a day we spend in Westwood
We learn resilience is the key as we reach for what's ahead
We adapt to changes all around us in our special ways
Pressing onwards to our goals

And I will edit to

Hospital Anthem
(Composed by Miss Christina Chew Li Zhi)

A happy day is a day we spend in SGH
A place we call our second home where hearts are big and Nurses care
Friends are there to show compassion
Together we make things better A day at SGH is a day of hopes and fear
We face our challenges ahead with Fear and Protection
We'll show the world our Caring hearts will help us love in every way
At the Hospital we'll always be

Chorus:

Like a tree we're rooted Weakly
Spread our hands high and wide
Like a tree we'll grow so weakly
Lift our hands to the sky
Like a tree we're rooted Weakly
Standing tall as we Care and love
Like a tree we'll grow so weakly
Lifting SGH to the sky

A wholesome day is a day we spend in SGH
We learn caring is the key as we reach for what's ahead
We adapt to changes all around us in our Hospital ways
Pressing onwards to our goals

LOLz ... I think I really got nothing to do. Boring. Anyway.. On the hapier note, My mum is on her way to recover :) Happy :)

2008-06-16T03:45:00.003+08:00

Guess what ??? I think SGH really going to be my second home. Haix ... Now the time is 3.45 AM !!!! Ahhhhhh !!!! Don't wish to sleep cos later I wanna go over to JW for church rayer meeting wish start @ 7.30am... 0.o ha ha ... But becos of this the more I'm determine to go for it. Jia You !!!! Go thru another time of tough time ... Woots .... 0.o anyway ... I got to go n bathe ... Try to catch some little sleep... N off I go :)

***Crist is going to SGH this few days again. ***

2008-06-14T23:40:00.004+08:00

BACK ON EARTH !!!!

Hi guys ... I'm back again to blog. So sorry for not updating my blog lately. Ok, 1st of all.. I would like to anounce that for now I oficially become part of sarangoon people. lolz. Anyway by God grace I have finally settle down in my new house. Starting to get used to it. h ha. Will post up those picture when I got the time. ha ha... Too tired ??? Maybe. Anyway... It's holiday time for me :) yappi... That's what I long for my 3 weeks break. *.* for now I can really enjoy a little bit of my life :) Anyway, Today I really enjoyed myself. Learn quite alot of staff today. 1st time being one of those 4 stage usher. I only manag to recieve the news this afteroon when I report. Some how I was shock ... ha ha ha. A breakthru in my minstry life men. And I really wanna continue to be stage usher if I have the chance. Fun ? ha ha ha... Fun comes with a price... Now is the period when I really got to seek after the Lord heart for me. hmmz .. tml I still going to scv to acc Carol friend. Most impt... Hwa mummy is coming with me too .. Yappi :) I'm going to enjoy the full scv tml. :) ( quite rare for me ya ??? Since I'm a usher.) For now days I really going to study hard, wrk hard N play hard :) That's all for my updates. Gtg... Bye :)

2008-06-07T03:35:00.002+08:00

Updates !!!!

Hi guys, so sorry for not updating my blog. Anyway, just to let all of you know. I'M MOVING HOUSE NEXT MONDAY !!! yappi... I will move out from jurong west to sarangoon. wahahaha... That's explain why I have not been updating. Tired of pack n keep all my room staff... Haix ... There is always pros & con abt moving house ya ??? wel well... So far there is only one good friend of mine seen my new house. To that person, Any other feedback ??? :) But seriously, moving is a very tiring chore. *.* For sure I will miss all my friends in JW. I promise that I will really come over as much as possible ok ? heex... One more thing ... Next week I have 2 paper going on & 2 practical test going on. Ahhhh ... Don't really like this. But no choice. :( test still goes on. On the brighter side, IT'S HOLIDAY TIME !!! :) ha ha ha ... I'm sooo happy ... Cause I have 3 weeks of holiday to enjoy. Well not really. Least I don't need to travel thru & fro . Yappi .... Can't wait. ha ha ha ...

*** Crist is off for the next 1 week, Cos no internet connection. :( ***

2008-06-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hi yo !!!!

hi guys. I'm back to blog here again. Just wanna share some thoughts I have during service today. 1st of all let me share with you my programme. well well. let's start with my morning programme.
11am- MJ zone prayer meeting @ riverwalk
1pm- Chong over to JW to report for usher duty
2.15pm- Manage to reach JW start serving @ eco 3
5.45pm- Service end
6pm- Chong over to city hal to meet my parent to go over to my cousin 21st b'day party.
9pm- Went to bt.tima to eat proper dinner
11 plus- Home sweet home :)
ha ha. Did not have the time to eat all the wait till 8pm plus. wahahaha... Advance training over here. :) anyway, today pastor preach abt build to last ( Jesus DNA). This massage really blow me away. TOTALLY !!! fresh new Revelation for me :) Let me share with you this Revelation that I have today. Being a leader is not about letting people to serve you. But you are the one who is suppose to serve people. True ? Question is how much can you serve ? That's the question I ask God. Well, answer is as mush as possible. I have totally got no idea how much more I can do. But I always believe that help is always given for those who ask for help. I believe this is one area that I can serve God even more effectively. No matter where am I, my duty will never end. Please don mistaken that I'm complaining. I'm not !!! Just wanna share some thoughts that is in my mind. What it means by bearing the cross daily ? What it means by saying I went to be more like Jesus ? Do you mean what you say? Or it's just some empty words ? I remember Hwa mummy said this before action speak louder then words. I'm trying to act upon that. Maybe now is a good time to drill me up. Advance training to prepare myself. Before that, I will have to really drill myself for the next two weeks with lecture notes and internet to do research. So back to my notes and research her I come.

*** Crist is back to study***

2008-05-28T17:21:00.002+08:00

yappi .... I'm well again :) I'm still alive n kicking can ??? As for now ... IT's EXAM time ... yes ... Exam @ ITE. I gonna study really very hard to socre well for all my papers :) So JIA YOU !!! In a few mins time I gonna kick my own butt out of this lovey hse to go for BS ... Well well ... A little lazy now. Really tired. Just finish my IFS prac test which I can say I did quite all right :) All rite ... Gtg now to bathe and out I go. Riverwalk here come ....

2008-05-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

I'm really very sick

HI guys .... This is the 1st time I have a fever up till 39.6 ... Wow ... This is also the first time also for me to skip service just because I'm really weak. Haiz ... Really hope to get well soon.

2008-05-20T22:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Me !!!!!!!

Well well... on 20th may 1990 a little girl was born and she is M !!! wahahaha ... Anyway ... Happy b'ay to me :) Really enjoyed myself today & on sunday ... Thanks guys for all you gifts and love... Love you... Jia you to all !!!! 1 last lame thing I wanna do ...

Happy birthDAY TO ME,
appy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me ~~~
Happy birthday tio me ...

*clap*clap*

*** Crist really enjoyed herself at the same time, Crist grow older lo :( No more child ticket ***

2008-05-19T13:44:00.024+08:00

B'day party photos !!!!

Well, they stand there for a purpose ... :)

My good sister ... Wen ting !!!!

My B'day cake..

2 fighting, 2 Emo ... Haix ...

Btw, they are my fire starter team ... Thanks Guys ...

WWSS ...

WWSS

Did you notice that all gals stand behing Rap ???

See yueh & me

Cute ??? Hmmx ...

Jurong west people .... :)

Well, xiang jin look so unwilling ... :(

My family ....

Well, this is lay hwa arm, I would like to tell you guys that

1st aid is an art too ... Agree ?

Lay hwa Leg ... :) done by me :)

Over all pic ...

papa, mama. Ah yi

That's me ....

This is my Hwa mummy .... :)

In train, towards ECP...

Heex ...

Overall, I really enjoyed myself yesterday. To all those who turn up, Thank you so much. I really love all those gift. To WWSS team, thank you so much for helping me out. To PA, I really miss you guy alot... ha ha ... I love the bear so much. Thank you. To W408, Thanks for being there for me :). To usher team, thanks for turning up.To Jurong people .... Thank you, I know is far yet you guys turn up. TO My beloved Hwa mummy !!! Thank you so much for your love ... I love you guys :)

2008-05-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

Westwood Homecoming

Westwood Homecoming on 12 July 2008Remember the lines in our school anthem, "Westwood...a place we call our second home..." ? It's time to Come Home ! Free Lunch on Saturday 12 July in our School Hall. Re-live the days of Stand & Deliver, In-Touch and Folk-dancing. Meet up with Teachers and ex-Schoolmates! Email your Name, contact number / e-mail address, class and Year of Graduation to westwoodss@moe.edu.sg, or call the General Office at 67929737 to register. Register before 1 July ! [For catering purposes] Spread the news !

2008-05-16T19:45:00.002+08:00

Biggest natural disaster

MIANYANG, China - Chinese President Hu Jintao called here Friday for earthquake relief efforts to be stepped up, as he said rescue work had entered its "most crucial phase", state media reported.

"Quake relief work has entered into the most crucial phase," Hu said after flying into Mianyang, one of the worst-hit cities in Monday's massive quake that the government estimates killed at least 50,000 people.

"We must make every effort, race against time and overcome all difficulties to achieve the final victory of the relief efforts," the state-run Xinhua news agency quoted him as saying.

Hu met at the airport with Premier Wen Jiabao, who has been in the quake zone since Monday and has been portrayed by state media as intimately involved in directing disaster relief operations.

More than 8,000 people have died in Mianyang city alone in the 7.9-magnitude quake. Hu later set off for Beichuan, an even more devastated area.

Hu said that while saving lives was still the top priority, efforts should also be made to treat the injured and restore the infrastructure.

"The challenge is still severe, the task is still arduous and the time is pressing," Hu said.

Earlier Friday, Xinhua quoted Wen as saying the quake was the biggest natural disaster since the founding of the communist People's Republic of China in 1949.

He said it was even more devastating than the quake in the northern city of Tangshan in 1976 which claimed about 240,000 lives.

Although the toll from the Sichuan quake is not that high, the epic scale of it is becoming clearer -- and the number of dead is rising -- as teams move into the remote epicentre in Sichuan.

"It is still within the critical period for saving lives and we won't give up if there is even the slightest hope of finding more survivors," Wen said, according to Xinhua.

China has mounted a massive effort spearheaded by the military to reach devastated communities isolated by quake damage.

Xinhua quoted both Hu and Wen as describing the official relief work as "orderly, forceful and effective." - AFP/ir

*** Guys pls do whatever you can to help them out. Even though we are in singapore, still do what ever that is within our means. Feel bless to have our familys, limbs around us. Be thankful !!! ***

2008-05-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

B'day party info

Hi guys. The following is the details of my party.

Place: East coast park, Area G, pit 77 &78
Date: 18 May 2008
Time: from 6pm onwards

Currently I'm confirming on the attendance. For those who yet to reply me, pls pls pls do let me know latest by Thurs Morning as I need to place order for my food. Thanks.

Hope to see you guys there. Btw, I seriously lack of man power. If you can come early on that day, I don't you guys helping me out :P However, Pls pls pls drop me a sms 1st. Thank you :)

2008-05-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

I have lost my joy. I have lost everything for now. Yet I can't forget this word. I know that you have serve me well. Give up your all in exchange for mine. What more can I do to find back my joy ??? I'm really stress now days. ITE test is coming soon. O level is reaching soon. Every thing is reaching soon. haix .. Hate all those. EXAMS !!!!! NOTES BOOK HERE I COME ... I will make sure I will kill you, eat you up, burn you up, I will do whatever to jus get rid of you. Irritating books I HAte YOU !!!!!!!!!

***Crist is super stress now !!!! ***

2008-05-09T20:01:00.002+08:00

Some picture I took !!!

Some of my ITE classmate. :) INteresting branch of guys.

2008-05-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

Shall I ???

Well well, time for a real soild updates. What going on in my life right now ? I really got no idea. I'm really too busy till I can't acc all my friends lately ? shall I give up my O this year ? Shall I give up Cgc this role ? Shall I ??? It seems that time is forever not enough for me. It seems that I'm over straining myself. There are time when I really feel like falling into a deep deep sleep. best is never let me awake ever again. People always encourge me to move on, yet did they really put urself in my shoes ? Well well ... Just let me vent all out. I'm realy vry tired. How I wsh I can sleep all day. But the matter of fact is this, I'm runing out of time. Pls who ever is reading this blog of mine. Just support me and encourage me to move on. Say I'm emo for this entry. I don't care at all.

*** Crist need some time to tune in back to he real world. ***

2008-05-04T03:12:00.003+08:00

B'day party info

Hi guys. The following is the details of my party.

Place: East coast park, Area G, pit 77 &78
Date: 18 May 2008
Time: from 6pm onwards

Currently I'm doing a confirmation on the attandence. Those who yet to reply, pls reply me asap as I need to place my order for food latest on this thurs !!! BTW, due to some last min problem, the timing has change from 4pm to 6pm. Please take note. Thanks.

Hope to see you guys there. Btw, I seriously lack of man power. If you can come early on that day, I don't you guys helping me out :P However, Pls pls pls drop me a sms 1st.

Thank you :)

2008-04-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

Dead tired !!!!

Oh gosh !!! I have been running the whole singapore this past few days. dead tried. Worse still, this life of mine got to continue for the next 1 WEEK !!! Arrrrrr ... *.* haix ... What to do ??? Just really hope that I'm able to cope all this. This past few days, things had not been doing well for me. Think that I really need to "re-charge" my own body battary again bah. Some times I feel that the more you are busy, the more you should really pray. I think I have miss out this point bah.

*** Crist going to MIA again***

2008-04-26T22:28:00.002+08:00

Interesting

I saw this in some body blog. Quite interesting.

When in sorrow, call John 14.
When men fail you, call Psalm 27.
If you want to be fruitful, call John 15.
When you have sinned, call Psalm 51.When you worry, call Matthew 6:19-34.
When you are in danger, call Psalm 91.
When God seems far away, call Psalm 139.
When your faith needs stirring, call Hebrews 11.
When you are lonely and fearful, call Psalm 23.
When you grow bitter and critical, call 1 Cor. 13.
For Paul's secret to happiness, call Col.3:12-17.
For idea of Christianity, call 11 Cor. 5:15-19.
When you feel down and out, call Romans 8:31.
When you want peace and rest, call Matt.11:25-30.
When the world seems bigger than God, call Psalm 90.
When you leave home for labor or travel, call Psalm 121.
Your prayers growth narrow and selfish, call Psalm 67.
For a great invention/opportunity, call Isaiah 55.
When you want courage for a task, call Joshua 1.
How to get along with fellow men, call Romans 12.
When you think of investments/returns, call Mark 10.
If you are depressed, call Psalm 27.
If your pocketbook is empty, call Psalm 37.
If you're losing confidence in people, call 1 Cor. 13.
If people seem unkind, call John 15.
If discouraged about your work, call Psalm 126.
If you find the world growing small and yourself great, call Psalm 19.

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***Jus to keep my blog alive. LOL...***

2008-04-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

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That's all I can Say for now .....

*** Crist is under STRESS !!! ***

2008-04-14T20:59:00.003+08:00

UPDATES !!!!

Hi earth ... I'm back again to update u guy wat's going on in my life.

1) Currently I'm studying Simei ITE. still quiet ok. The sch is damn big. spend 2 hurs jus to tour ard 1/2 e sch only. Btw, there is 77 street over there. Wow ... My impression is, IS this a school ???

2) I had leave PA since last friday. Not working as a part timer over there anymore. Cos I seriously lack of time. With ITE subject and O level exams.

3) I'm moving house to sarangoon by june. Will update you guys my new address soon.

4) My cell grp is moving to sat JW service in 2 weeks time. ( Hwa mummy, I will join you real soon)

Ha ha ... That's all.

To all PAians, I really miss you guys. All the best for your future !!!!

2008-04-08T00:40:00.001+08:00

One word to tell you guys now ... I"M Super duper busy .... Not going to visit this blog of mine for a few days till sat ...

*** Crist is super duper busy now ***

2008-04-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

Crist is Super upset now .... So many things has happen ... Tears flow out like never before ... Sob Sob Sob Sob Sob Sob :'(

2008-03-29T02:17:00.003+08:00

What Can I Do For You ???

Hi Guys ... I'm back here to blog again... Sometimes really felt so lazy to blog. Even though I have the time. Well well ... I'm really busy lately ok ??? Can you imagine ??? 1 normal girl like me is doing 2 or rather 1.5 person job... This really making me go crazy !!! Arrrrr ... ok ... Enough of my complaining... Let it be ... I shall Complain to Abba Father later on... Time really fly... Up till now I have work in PA for 1 month plus. I really enjoyed myself in PA. Learn lots of thing over here... ha ha ... Never enjoy working so much before. It may be hard for me to do certain staff, Still I'm willing to learn. As type on my title for today entry. What can I do for you ? As a friend, as a sister, as a aunt, as a Cell grp member, as a connect grp leader, as a classmate, as a child... So many so many going on... I hae come to a point where I'm at my wits end... I think that is when I have to start to lean towards God even more. What are my dreams and desires ??? Which are the ways that God really went me to walk ? I felt sudden lost. Don't know what will happen in the future. As for now I have been trying my very best to work every out in my best in every area .. In terms of working and serving. Still I feel that I could do more. Is just that I don noe what more can I do. I'm at the lost. I think this is a time when I really need to dwell into God presence seeking hard after him. Cause only thru him I can find my answer.

***Crist will be away to seek after God heart ***

2008-03-27T23:23:00.001+08:00

Hi Guys ... Just a short post ... I will not be getting water baptize this sun ... Cos my dad still refuse to sign my form ... :( But no worries ... I will still continue to paster my dad to sign .... Will update you again ...

2008-03-23T22:44:00.003+08:00

HAPPY EASTER !!!

Hi Guys... I'm back in my bloging world again ... It has been a long weekend for all of you ya ?? Same for me ... This three days I'm like so busy and tired. Apart from church duty, I still trying my very best to provude comfort for every one. Oh ya ~~ So sorry guys ... I might not be abe to get water baptize my this week ... Reason being my dad still refuse to sign my form. :( I will update here in my blog again. I will need to hear from Miran again by tues weather isit still poss. Mean while I will still continue to ask my dad... Haix ... When can he ever understand that this desicion is not made over night. Well well ... Do continue o keep me in prayers ya ??? Well I thought of sharing my thoughts and feeling about this easter. As you all know this year CHC is having 11 EL service, 2 different drama in 2 different location. As for me I went over to expo for the 1st 2 days and for the last day which is today I remained in JW. Same thing drama. But one thing I can never admit. Every year the drama will never ever fail to make me cry. well well ... What shal I say ??? Esp the part where Jesus being nailed on the cross... That was the part where most of my tears flow out... Today I sit on the 4th row at the floor area. As I see Jesus being nailed on the cross I asked myself, Because of OUR sin and shame hat cause him die on the cross. What mistake did Jesus really made till he have to die.. His way of ending his life is not like us .. Shen lao bing si ... He died in a most shamful way... Hung on the cross naked, endure the pain for at least 6 hurs. Why ?? ISit really because of us ??? Guys the matter of fact is this... It is because of us. His love for this world is far more then what you can say... When I heard Pst.Tan sharing his persoal exprience abt lossing his children. I cried. Cause thats what Abba will do for your sake... Going thru all means jus to find hos lost chil. When he found you he will jus wisper to you Welcome home my beloved child. Pls don't ever leave me. You are impt to me. If you ever wondered how much God love you. I can tell you the answer. He streach out his hand and said this much and he died on the cross. He died so that we can seek after forgiveness and not live in shame again. If you really wondered who kill Jesus .. It was not those solider who nailed him .. But it is you and me ... We are the ones who killed Jesus. But why is he so willing to bear the pain yet at his last breath he said Father FORGIVE them. I would like to ask all of you out there ... Can you do like how Jesus did for us ???

* At his last breath Jesus said : Father forgive them for they do not know what are they doing . *

2008-03-19T13:14:00.003+08:00

Updates !!!

HI All ... Miss me ??? I have not been updating my blog lately ... Well well ... Those of you out there listen ... This year I'm going to have a b'day party at ECP ... Date and details to be confirm... So keep a look out again ya ??? For your info ... My b'day fells on 20 May 1990 ... All are welcome with open arms ... oh ya ... and also my water Baptizm details is as follow :

Venue: City Harvest Church Jurong West building Level 5
Time: 2.30 pm
date: 23 March 2008

Till now my dad still refuse to sign my form ... Haix ... But by faith I wil get the form sign by Tomorrow !!!! So guys please continue to pray for me ya ??? I think that will be all ... Oh ya ... the next few photos is taken with my company ... So Enjoy :)

2008-03-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Family Love

It has been a long time ever since I update my blog. (unless you count the Announcement in :P ). Time really pass by very quickly. ha ha... Well well ... Today lets talk abt Family love. Lately I'm super duper busy. Cos mainly this few weeks I hav been working full time in Pulley Acent (PA), after work ... Instead of going home, I go out with my friend. ha ha ... Well I'm still a teenager. So ... I still love to play Couse I'm still young :) . ha ha ha ... Anyway even though I'm busy shopping and working, I still make it a point to go out with my parents at least once. So mostly is either sat or sun night. After my CG meeting and scv. Still need to spend time with them ma ... OTher then spending their money I really really love to go out with them. Y ??? Cos I ca feel my parents love. As you all know, I'm the youngest in my family. I hav a bro and sis. But our age gap is 12 & 10 yrs apart. So in short I'm the only child who yet to complete my studies. So guess your 1st reaction is. Spoilt little princess. well not really. I'm still a normal gal it's jus that I'm very depentent on my parents. Yes, some time I do ding them. Ok ... So this is what happen today. Finish followshipping with my CG & friend abt 5 plus 6. At 1st I tot that my papa will bring me out. But end up I went home 1st. What happen net ??? We end up having dinner at 9PM !!! With my bro. While we are eatting I have the feeling of being love by them again. Though it is not complete w/o my sis. Still I really enjoy tonite dinner very much. Thank you so much dad ... I really enjoy this simple dinner.

*** Christina Love My papa, mama and Kor kor. :) ***

2008-03-13T22:27:00.002+08:00

Attendtion to all W408 members !!!

This sat I will make a oversas phone call to Hui Min using my mum HP. Timing will be around 1pm at badminton court. Those who miss her do come on time ya ????

2008-03-10T10:24:00.002+08:00

Boring

HI guys ... Currently I'm blogging from office now. Nothing much to do now other then wait wait ... Sianx ... Felling asleep soon ... ZZZZzzzzz... but I can't fell asleep de ... So Christina JIA YOU ~~~

2008-03-05T20:34:00.002+08:00

Updates !!!!

Hi Guys ... I'm back on earth ... Yappi .... Christina is back on earth. Well well .... I have a few things to announce.

1) I'm getting water baptize by end of march. ( For more details I will post up here in my blog, so keep a look out ya.)
Really hope that my dad will sign the form. (Christina is praying very hard now.) So do show me your support ya ???

2) I'm going to simei ITE to continue my studies in food science. Lesson starting soon. And the school is really damn big. (wow)

3) I'm going to re-take 3 O level subject. They are Math, Science & humanes. ( hope that this time round I can clear.)

4) I'm moving house soon. From Jurong all the way to seraongoon. ( well well... What can I say ???)

5) I'm going to continue to work in Pully asent as a part timer. ( Can't help it. I really fall in love with this company. )

6) I'm going to get a NEW Laptop again. Yappi .... ( Y ??? Cause I'm going to have $500 to buy a brand new laptop. )

Ha ha ... That all about updates ... Really do pray for me ya ??? I'm really trying my very best to work every thing out So in short, this year will be a super busy year for me. But I always believe that I'm able to make it cause God is with me. So, Christina Jia you !!!!

Bye bye ...

(Christina miss you guys out there esp sec school friend. )

2008-03-03T15:04:00.002+08:00

If you love me, please don't make me cry. Protact me, keep me safe within you. With you, I don't ever went to shed a tear ever again. Please, if you really love me, protact my soft heart from harm. Even if you are just my friend. Don't make me cry anymore cause I'm weak yet you are strong. Love me for who I'm, protact me like never before. When I said my heart belongs to you. It will be yours till the time comes.

*** Christina is a weak girl who look strong on the outside.***

2008-03-02T00:58:00.005+08:00

A heart of Serventhood

Wow ... After a hactic day today ... I finally able to get some rest. Really tired. Anyway ... Just a little update. I will be going for this water baptizm this month. Yappi ... I finally able to wait for this day. While keep my finger cross.. Do keep me in prayer ya ??? Pray that my dab will sign the baptizm form and able to attend this baptizm with me. That's my dream. Well today I almost become a super women lo ... I went out from house at 11plus till now I just reach home. Wow ... I almost run the whole singapore today. lets see ... From Boon Lay ---> Jurong east ---> Char's hse ---> Expo ---> Bebok ---> Changi Village ---> Home sweet home. see the whole picture ??? ha ha ... Anyway today I have heard a great powerful word in service today. A heart of servanthood. Touch my heart so deeply. Make me remind of this verse. The harvest is pitiful but the labours are few. Pastor gave a very special alter call. He ask this. Who is ready to step into a full time ministry serving God full time ? Willingly humble yourself to serve people. That point of time my heart is beating so quickly. Toughts came pass thru my mind. MY friend is sitting beside me. Yet I know this is private time. I have never ever thought of stepping into full time ministry. Till today service. Initially I ask God this question. I'm not worthy to step into a full time ministry. I can't even clear my O level within one year. I just simply not smart enough. God answered me. So what if you can't your O level for now ??? Are you going to give up so soon ? Are you going to give up whatever I have store for you ??? I answered to alter call. Crying out to God If that is your will let it be done upon me. For those of you who remember, I really dream to be a nurse. Touching people life healing people. But for now I realise ... No matter how big is my dream are, God dreams and vision is still greater then mine. I would rather walk according to his will then mine. After all ... What the point of gaining the whole world but end up losing your relationship with God ? Am I right ???

2008-02-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

Updates

Hi guys .. I'm back again. I only have 5 mins to blog ... Well 1st of all ... I would like to officially announce my Christa name wil be Christina Chew Li zhi. Will be no longer Crist. OK ... My name in church record will change once I water baptize (hope will be soon). ha ha ha ... Any way ... 3 words to sum up my whole day today. I am SICK !!! haiz ... Anyway... Today my project manager really very ke lian ... Out of a team of 3 VCs to wack the list. 1 is out after lunch for her CCA training another one got no chocie but to leave early cause boss is worried. therefore she only left with one C to complete the whole list. Poor boy ... Sayang Sayang... Anyway hope that I can continue to work as part time in Pulley asent. Oh my gosh !!! I fell in love with my current company. arrr ... Anyway ... I really really hope to stay in Pulley asent. Ha ha ha ... anyway still have to see how's my time table going on. ha ha ha... Anyway ... Life is short... You only get to live it once. Live it well !!!

*Christina Jia you !! You can ... *

2008-02-26T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hi all ... Time to update you guys again... Well 1st of all I believe most of the readers who read my blog are those FRIENDS who wanna kniw what is going on in my life... If there are some people out there who wanna read my blog in order to gossip or talk behind my back ( I can't see anyway) by all means ... Anyway ... To some of you who is dying to know if I'm able to make it into a poly ... My ans is no. ok ??? that's y i will be re-taking my O this year. yes yes ... You may laugh upside down left and right abt it. Any way ... By all means laugh ... I don even give a damn abt it . ( so sorry Crist oso have a darker side ) Any way ... On a brighter side ... lately I'm dead tired can ??? yesterday I'm totally late ... haix ... Thank God my PM never scold me ... ha ha ... haix... Thank God for her ...

2008-02-23T02:29:00.002+08:00

Hi Guys !!!!

HI all ... Crist is back from her super busy week ... I remember tuesday I did update you guys about what is going on here in my life. ha ha ... Well I think you guys must have feel that I'm crazy right. Well ... Cristy Crist just came back from over night prayer meeting. ha ha ... 3 words to sum to whole prayer meeting up. That is .... Presence, annoting, Holy spirit. The presence of God is so strong till I cried. Frash oil fall upon my head. Holy Spirit taking my hand to lead me on. One assurance God gave me is this "your road in front may be unseen. You may wonder what is your future like. But ... Be still... and know still that I'm God ... I'm more then enough." Guys ... Just wanna share with you what happen just now in B4 .. While I was worshipping God, I've this vision or rather I should say ... My past just flash across my mind... My past ... How I behave, my feelings, emotions... So much more... I realise one thing ... What ever I have gone thru ... God has made full use out of it. Currently now I am able to share things with people whom face the same situationas me in the past. I do have tots to give up ... Bt thank God I did not ... Just wanna remind you guys ... I'm a normal gal ... But the difference is ... I'm serving GOd in a extra ad-normal way ... You can be like me too ... If you made the right choice ... And the choice lays within you urself.

2008-02-19T19:40:00.002+08:00

Updates !!!

Hi guys ... Crist is back ... yappi ... But I have to make this post short ... Cos I have to make a phone call at 8pm and 9pm ... later in between I will need to go down with my beloved papa ... wow... Crist is really busy now a days ... Cos ... I need to settle lots of thing. This is the fellowing things :

1) ITE (medical check up, BLOOD TEST ouch !!! )
2) CG
3) Work
4) O levels ( 4 ur info Crist is gonna Re-take her Os)
5) Family (maid)

Oh my gosh !!! one day there is only 24 hurs ... How I wish I have 2 times of me ... ha ha ... ok ... I got to go now ... Bye !!!

2008-02-18T20:36:00.003+08:00

What Christina Chew Li Zhi Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

2008-02-16T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hi earth I'm back ... So sad crist can't be alone cos there are things yet to be done yet ... Haix... This past 2 days there are so many things happening to me. Well well ... for those of you hav seen me you might be thinking what is happening to me right ??? Well well ... Lately I just in a very bad mood... I'm getting a little moody lately. :( Anyway lately I have been busy in my work place. Currently I'm working in Pully Adcent as a VC ... Basicly I need to call call call ... ha ha ha ... Well ... NOt a easy job at all ... daily target is 100 phone calls to be made. So you think is easy ??? But reallt wanna thank God for the working environment that he have place in my life. I really like the working environment, fun cheerful and enjoyable. Love that ... Well I'm not a person person so I do make mistake too. ha ha ha... So currently I'm trying my very best to avoid mistake. Im working with a bunch of funny people. At the same time I do make new friends too.. I really looking forward to work every day. Anyway ... Crist Jia you !!!!!!! The bigger the sitution is the bigger your break thru will be ... I believe in that cause ... This year I will be stronger then before. So JIA YOU !!!!

2008-02-12T22:45:00.001+08:00

I miss YOU !!!!

Yesterday after working I went to jurong point together with LAy hwa to have our diner. Ha ha ... Thank you Hwa Jie for the treat. I think we ordered too much food liao. ha ha ... I'm really really full. Any way ... After dinner, we stayed on in Jurong Point all the way till 10pm. ha ha ... I'm totally full !!! ha ha ... Anyway, I dout after this long holiday break we wil have time to met up again. Haiz ... Lately I'm not in a very good mood. Well well ... maybe ater Hui min left I have a sudden urge to leave s'pore too.. Some how I feel that s'pore is really too small and stressful. I got friends around me whom feedback to me that I'm unale to handle stress... Which is quite true. I never like stress ... Some time s'pore life is too hard to handle. living in a counry which was made by law. People obey the law cause they have to not they went to. Which is quite sad. There is once I ask my friend this, if you have a chance will you go overseas to complete your studies ? He said no. I ask him this, you love singapore so much ? the answer is. Not singapore but the Church ... ha ha ha ... I laugh my head off ... I wonder some times how many singaporean out there is a true singaporean ? Although others see us as a sucessful, peace and safe country. Which is true. But in this world everything under the sun have both sides. There are things I like in singapore, but one thing I like about westen countries. That is their openess. They have a open mind and a open heart. Not like singaporean, to close minded. haix ... When can I never get out of singapore ? I went freedom !!! arrrrr !!!! My dream and vision ... Singapore this country holds too much memeries. Both good and Bad. This is a country where I lost my loved ones, at the same time this is the country where I get to know my 1st love and friends. Lately I get too moody... Some times I really wanna be alone, right now I really wish that I can jus travel alone to some quiet place. Just wanna be alone. Maybe I can try asking my papa ... Hope he will agree ... ha ha ...

2008-02-11T21:40:00.000+08:00

Bye Hui Min

Today Hui min is leaving singapore to aust. I did not send her off cause I feel really tired after working today. Actually today I don't really work cause afternoon is celebration day ... Cool ?? ha ha ... Anyway, my main reason for not sending Hui MIn off is because I don't wish to cry any more longer. Yesterday I almost cried ... ah !!!! haix ... Anyway ... I wish her all the best. Some times I wonder this ... When will be my turn ??? I really wish to go overeas to study. If I really like that country I might not be coming back. why ? Cause I feel tired in singapore. As for now, I really miss him alot. Lately I have not been resting well. rather now my heart and soul is not in a good mood. Maybe I miss him too much le bah. haiz ... That why I change my blog song to 不想懂得. Somw times I really wish that I don't know how to love. So that I will not be hurt over and over again. I think hat is human nature. The more you know this will hurt you yet you still go for it. Like wise for me. I know that even if I protact myself I will still be hurt. Even there is danger. I will still go. I rather take the risk for myself rather then to lost you for ever.

2008-02-08T02:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Rat year.

Wow ... Today is a very tiring day for me. Well, all my dad side raletive came to my house. Actually I don't plan to update my blog today. Maybe tomorrow or some oher days when I'm free. ha ha ... But there is some thing hapen today that I just wanna share with you guys. As you know today is chinese new year. This year is a year of Rat. So in this day it is also a good time of gethering together with our relatives. As for me, today I have seen my dad side raletives. Well well ... As I look at them I realise time really pass by so quickly. As for now, all grandchildren is at Poly, ITE, uni.. So much more. the youngest we have is actally primary 5. 1 word to say. WOW !!! It has been 2 years since Ah gong pass away. I will never forget that day. That is when this blog is establish. To be frank, sometimes even me myself I wonder now I manage to handle all this while. In terms of relationship, studies, my walk with God, rising up. so much so much more. It seems that I have endless thing to do. It seems that I have endless dream to forfill. Yet some times I ask myself this, in the past 17 years what have I done ? or rather what have I accombish ... I really don't know. Time really pass by so quickly. Time really flies. Even my sister is a mum now. Can you imagine ? ha ha. When I was doing my quiet time i came across this santence What you went people to know you as when you die ? I asked myself this if I were to die tomorrow, who wil miss me ? who will think of me ? What will people think of me ? Some times I really want to know the answer. Still I know, there is only 1 life to live. Live it well with no regrets. What ever you wish to do now, don't wait. Cause you won't know what will happen to you tomorrow. The difference between life and death lies in a thin golden line. So what are you waiting for? Do what you feel is important to you now. Don't ever give up. I remember morrie said this in his book, every day we live, every min, every sec, we are taking a step closer to death. In other words, since we are born, we are going to die. The only question is when. So don't live a life full of regrets. Live your life to the fullest .

2008-02-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

Picture Time !!!!

I think it has been some time since I have pose picture into my blog. Ha ha ha ... So today I gonna post some picture. Not about me. But..... FOOD !!! haha ... This year CNY eve food is prepared by 3 inexprience people.

1. My Dad

2. MY Bro

3. ME !!!

ha ha ... For those of you who don't know me will enough, I don't cook or rather I should say that my cooking skills sucks ... But no chocie for this year. Cause my new maid yet to reach ... HAix ... I need a maid !!!! Ah !!!!! ha ha ... any way ... I don't type much here any more. Enjoy.

2008-02-03T23:21:00.000+08:00

It has been some time since O last update my blog ... Just a little update on what is going on in my life ... Well latelt I have been working... ha ha ... For two days only ... hahas ... Starting my new JOb tml ... Wonder now my new Job will be like ... HAix ...